Personal Growth

You Have to Learn to Grieve with Hope

Grief is something we don’t like to talk about. It feels heavy, uncomfortable, and sometimes unbearable. We’re taught to either rush past it, hide it, or drown in it—but rarely to sit with it. And yet, grief is not something we can outrun.

At some point in life, loss comes for all of us. It may be the death of someone we love, the end of a relationship, the fading of a dream, or even the loss of who we once thought we would be. Grief is not reserved for funerals—it shows up whenever life shifts in ways that take something from us.

But here’s the truth: while grief is inevitable, despair is optional. To heal, we must learn to grieve with hope.

Why Hope Matters in Grief

When you’re deep in grief, hope can feel like a foreign concept. It’s easy to believe that the sadness will never lift, that you’ll never feel joy again, that the hole in your heart is permanent.

But grief and hope are not opposites. They’re partners.

Grief acknowledges the depth of what you’ve lost. Hope whispers that loss doesn’t erase love, and pain doesn’t cancel the possibility of joy ahead.

Hope doesn’t mean ignoring the hurt. It means believing there is life beyond it.

Grieving Without Hope Keeps You Stuck

I know this firsthand. In the darkest times of my life, I thought I was honoring my pain by holding on tightly to it. I wore my grief like armor, convinced that letting go of it meant I was letting go of the person, the love, or the moment I had lost.

But the truth is, refusing to allow hope into grief only traps you in it. It keeps you circling the same pain, the same questions, the same regrets.

Grieving with hope doesn’t dishonor your loss—it honors your life. It allows you to carry your love forward without being consumed by the absence.

How to Grieve with Hope

So how do we actually do this? It’s not about rushing, forcing, or pretending. It’s about learning to make space for both grief and hope to coexist. Here are some ways to begin:

  1. Give Yourself Permission to Feel
    Stop labeling your emotions as “right” or “wrong.” If you need to cry, cry. If you need to sit in silence, sit. Grief has no timeline.
  2. Remember What Remains
    Focus on what the person, dream, or chapter gave you. Love, memories, lessons—those don’t disappear. They live in you.
  3. Look for Small Signs of Light
    It might be laughter that sneaks in unexpectedly. A sunrise. A song that reminds you of resilience. Hope often arrives quietly, but it always arrives.
  4. Talk About It
    Share your grief with someone safe. Silence feeds despair, but connection breeds healing.
  5. Let Grief Grow You
    Pain transforms us if we let it. Ask yourself: what is this teaching me about love, about myself, about what matters most?

Hope is Not Forgetting

One of the biggest fears in grief is that moving forward means forgetting. That by smiling again, you’re betraying the depth of what you lost. But healing doesn’t erase love. It carries it forward in a new way.

When you grieve with hope, you don’t deny the loss. You integrate it. You learn to live alongside it, and eventually, to allow joy to return without guilt.

Hope says: this hurts, and I can still live.

You’re Allowed to Carry Both

You can hold sadness in one hand and gratitude in the other. You can cry one day and laugh the next. You can miss what you lost and still build what’s ahead.

Grieving with hope doesn’t mean replacing the pain—it means refusing to let it be the only story.

SLAY Reflection

  1. What loss in your life still feels too heavy to carry?
  2. How might hope soften that grief without taking away its meaning?
  3. What do you fear you’ll “lose” if you allow yourself to heal?
  4. Can you remember a moment when light broke through your darkness?
  5. What’s one hopeful practice you can lean into this week—journaling, prayer, gratitude, connection?

S – Surrender to your feelings without shame
L – Let hope quietly sit beside your grief
A – Allow both pain and joy to exist together
Y – Yield to healing, trusting love will always remain

Call to Action: Join the Conversation

I’d love to hear from you.
How have you found hope in the midst of grief?
Share your story in the comments. Let’s cheer each other on.

And if you know someone walking through grief right now, send this to them.
Sometimes, hope begins with a reminder that they’re not alone.

Slay Say

THE WHISPER OF DESTINY

Some moments feel different. A place you can’t explain feels like home, a person feels familiar even though you’ve just met, or an opportunity seems to call your name. That pull isn’t random—it’s alignment.

These are the moments where your soul recognizes something your mind hasn’t caught up to yet. You don’t have to chase them or force them—they’re already written into your story, waiting for you to step into them.

Trust the pull. Trust the timing.

This is your reminder: not every connection needs logic—some need only recognition.

SLAY on!

Is There a Better Version of You?

There’s a quiet question that can either empower us or paralyze us: Is there a better version of me out there?

Sometimes, that question pushes us toward growth. Other times, it whispers like doubt, telling us we’ll never measure up. The truth is, the “better version” of you isn’t some unreachable ideal. It’s not a stranger waiting at the finish line. It’s you—already here—waiting to be uncovered, nurtured, and expressed.

The Trap of Perfection

For years, I lived in the shadow of “not enough.” No matter what I accomplished, there was always that voice in my head saying: You should be further along. You should be doing more. You should be better.

Maybe you know that voice too. It’s the one that thrives on comparison, that scrolls through social media and whispers that everyone else has it figured out. It’s the one that insists your worth depends on productivity, appearance, approval, or someone else’s validation.

But here’s the thing: chasing perfection keeps us running in circles. We’ll never outrun the feeling of not enoughness if we keep feeding it.

The better version of you isn’t about being flawless—it’s about being free. Free from the lies that keep you small. Free from the fear of being misunderstood. Free from the chains of perfectionism that whisper you can’t begin until you’ve “arrived.”

Better Doesn’t Mean Different

One of the biggest misconceptions is that becoming a “better you” means transforming into someone else entirely. That’s not true.

The better version of you doesn’t erase the current you—it includes you. It’s your lessons, your scars, your wins, and your setbacks, refined into wisdom. It’s not a makeover. It’s an unfolding.

Think of it this way: a diamond isn’t created by swapping out the rock for something else. It’s created by pressure, time, and patience. The diamond was always there.

The better version of you isn’t an invention. It’s a revelation.

Stop Asking If You’re Enough—Start Asking If You’re Aligned

When I was stuck in cycles of self-sabotage, I constantly asked: Am I enough? That question never brought peace. It only invited judgment.

But when I shifted the question to: Am I aligned? everything changed.

Alignment asks:

  • Am I living according to my values?
  • Am I showing up with integrity?
  • Am I honoring my energy instead of over-giving it away?

When we’re aligned, we stop obsessing over “better” and start focusing on truer. Because when you live in truth, growth is inevitable.

Growth Is Messy, Not Linear

I used to think self-improvement meant climbing a straight staircase, each step higher than the last. But growth? It’s more like a spiral. You circle back to old lessons, but each time you’re stronger, wiser, and better equipped.

Sometimes, the “better version” of you looks like setting boundaries. Sometimes it looks like falling apart and finally asking for help. Sometimes it looks like saying “no” without explanation.

Better doesn’t always look shiny. Sometimes it looks like survival. And that’s okay.

How to Step Into the Better Version of You

If you’re ready to shift from chasing perfection to uncovering your truth, here are some practices that helped me:

  1. Get Honest About Your Patterns
    Where do you keep tripping up? Are you people-pleasing? Overworking? Seeking approval? Honesty is the doorway to change.
  2. Redefine Success
    Instead of measuring success by how others see you, measure it by peace of mind, self-respect, and alignment with your values.
  3. Let Go of Comparisons
    Your journey is not supposed to look like anyone else’s. A flower doesn’t envy another flower—it blooms where it’s planted.
  4. Celebrate Small Wins
    Don’t wait until you’ve “arrived” to feel proud. Every step forward—no matter how small—is evidence of growth.
  5. Forgive the Old You
    The person you were made choices with the tools they had at the time. Forgive them. They carried you here.

The Better Version of You Already Exists

Here’s the truth: there is a better version of you. But it’s not waiting in some distant future. It’s already inside you, asking to be let out.

It’s the version that knows her worth without needing validation. The version that sets boundaries without guilt. The version that chooses peace over chaos, truth over performance, and alignment over approval.

The better version of you isn’t about becoming someone else—it’s about finally becoming yourself.

So the next time you catch yourself wondering if there’s a better you, remind yourself: Yes. And she’s already here.

SLAY Reflection

  1. What does the “better version” of you look like—not in appearance, but in energy, choices, and peace of mind?
  2. Where in your life are you still trying to chase perfection instead of alignment?
  3. What old patterns keep pulling you back—and what lessons are they asking you to learn?
  4. How can you forgive the past versions of yourself for what they didn’t know?
  5. What’s one small step you can take today to align with the truest version of you?

S – Stop comparing your growth to others
L – Let go of perfectionism and people-pleasing
A – Align your choices with your truth
Y – Yield to the better version of you already inside

Call to Action: Join the Conversation

I’d love to hear from you.
When did you realize there was a better version of you waiting inside—and what changed when you began to live it?
Share your story in the comments. Let’s cheer each other on.

And if you know someone who’s still chasing perfection, send this to them.
Sometimes, all we need is a reminder that better isn’t somewhere out there—it’s already inside.

Slay Say

THE POWER OF PATIENCE

You don’t always need to explain yourself to be understood. True clarity isn’t forced—it unfolds with time.

When we rush to defend our side of the story, we often drain our energy trying to convince others who have already decided what they want to believe. That battle isn’t yours to fight.

Instead, let your actions, your consistency, and your integrity speak for you. Time has a way of revealing what words cannot.

This is your reminder that truth doesn’t need protection—it needs patience.

SLAY on!

Before You Argue, Ask Yourself: Is This Worth My Energy?

We’ve all been there. Someone says something that grates on us—maybe it’s dismissive, maybe it’s condescending, maybe it’s flat-out wrong. Our instinct is to jump in, argue, explain, and prove our point. But here’s the question that changes everything:

Is this person even mentally mature enough to grasp the concept of a different perspective?

Because if the answer is no, then your energy is too valuable to waste.

The Illusion of Winning Arguments

When I was younger, I thought “winning” an argument meant I had more power. I thought if I could just explain it better, the other person would finally get it, nod their head, and say: “Wow, you’re right.”

But it rarely worked out that way. Instead, the harder I pushed, the harder they dug in. Logic didn’t matter. Evidence didn’t matter. My passion and sincerity didn’t matter.

What I eventually realized is this: you can’t force someone to see what they’re not ready—or willing—to see.

And that’s not a reflection of your intelligence, compassion, or truth. That’s a reflection of their capacity.

Maturity Meets Perspective

Not everyone has the tools, the emotional maturity, or even the desire to understand perspectives outside their own. Some people are locked in fear. Some cling to control. Some confuse listening with weakness.

If you’re standing in your truth, speaking from love and alignment, but the other person is stuck in a loop of defensiveness, superiority, or chaos—you will never meet in the middle.

It’s like trying to explain color to someone who insists the world is only black and white. You’re not going to paint them into understanding.

Why We Still Try

So why do we still argue?

For me, it often came from a need to be seen. I wanted validation. I wanted acknowledgment. I wanted someone to finally say: “I understand you.”

But here’s the hard truth: arguing with someone who is unwilling or unable to meet you where you are doesn’t get you understanding—it gets you exhaustion.

When you argue with someone who isn’t open, you’re not exchanging ideas. You’re fighting for airtime in a room where the mic is already turned off.

Energy Economics: Protecting Your Investment

Think of your energy like currency. Every interaction is an investment. And not everyone can afford it.

When you spend your emotional energy trying to convince someone who has already decided not to hear you, you’re making a bad investment. You’re pouring into a void.

Instead, what if you chose to save that energy? What if you redirected it toward people and spaces where curiosity exists, where growth is possible, and where your perspective matters?

That’s when the return on your investment multiplies.

It’s Not About Being Right—It’s About Being Wise

There’s a subtle but powerful difference between wanting to be right and choosing to be wise.

  • Being right demands a fight.
  • Being wise recognizes when silence speaks louder.

You don’t need to prove your worth through debate. Your worth is not determined by someone else’s ability—or inability—to understand you.

Sometimes the most powerful move you can make is to walk away, not because you’ve lost, but because you’ve risen above.

What Walking Away Really Means

Walking away doesn’t mean you’re weak. It doesn’t mean you’re giving up. It doesn’t mean you don’t care.

It means you’ve chosen peace over chaos. It means you’ve recognized the limits of the conversation and your own boundaries. It means you know your energy is precious, and you’re no longer willing to spend it recklessly.

Walking away is not defeat—it’s discipline.

The Freedom in Letting Go

Here’s what happens when you stop arguing with people who aren’t ready to hear you:

  • Your nervous system calms down.
  • Your energy goes back into your own growth.
  • You stop rehearsing conversations that will never resolve.
  • You discover new connections with people who can meet you where you are.

And maybe most importantly: you remember that your peace is not up for negotiation.

Practical Steps: Before You Argue, Ask Yourself…

Next time you feel that urge to argue rising up, pause and ask:

  1. Is this person capable of seeing another perspective—or are they locked into proving their own?
  2. What is my goal here? To be understood? To change them? To feel heard?
  3. Will this conversation bring me peace—or drain me?
  4. If I walk away, what am I protecting? My truth? My peace? My energy?
  5. If I stay, what am I risking?

This quick gut-check can save you hours of stress and prevent you from spending energy you’ll regret.

Final Thought: Choose Peace Over Proving

At the end of the day, the people who are meant to walk beside you will want to hear your perspective. They’ll be curious. They’ll ask questions. They’ll listen, even if they don’t agree.

Those who aren’t capable of that? They’ll show you by their resistance, their defensiveness, their refusal to even try.

And in that moment, you have a choice. You can argue and deplete yourself. Or you can walk away, preserve your peace, and let your life—not your words—be the proof.

Because the truth is, peace doesn’t need a microphone. It just needs space.

SLAY Reflection

  1. Who in your life drains your energy by refusing to hear your perspective?
  2. What situations tempt you into arguments that never go anywhere?
  3. How does it feel in your body when you argue with someone who refuses to listen?
  4. How might your life change if you saved that energy for people who can understand you?
  5. What would it look like to choose peace over proving this week?

S – Stop wasting energy on those who won’t listen
L – Let your peace matter more than your pride
A – Ask yourself if the conversation is worth the investment
Y – Yield your energy toward those who value it

Call to Action: Join the Conversation

I’d love to hear from you.
When was the last time you chose peace over proving yourself—and what shifted for you?
Share your story in the comments. Let’s cheer each other on.

And if you know someone who’s exhausted from fighting battles that can’t be won, send this to them.
Sometimes, the most powerful reminder is: you don’t have to argue to be free.

Slay Say

FORWARD IS THE ONLY DIRECTION

Standing still might feel safe, but it’s also where dreams go to die. Waiting for the perfect moment only delays the life that’s waiting for you to claim it.

Growth requires movement—sometimes messy, sometimes uncertain, but always forward. Each step, no matter how small, breaks the cycle of waiting and creates momentum.

If you’re longing for change, stop looking for it to arrive on its own. The shift begins with you—when you take action, however imperfect, toward what you want.

This is your reminder that movement is the bridge between who you are and who you’re becoming.

SLAY on!

Invisible to What Isn’t Love

There’s a quiet kind of power that comes from living in love, in truth, and in alignment with who you are. It doesn’t scream for attention. It doesn’t need to prove itself. It simply is. And when you settle into that place—your authentic place—you’ll notice something miraculous: the noise, the chaos, the lies, the drama, the things that used to pull you under, can’t even touch you anymore.

It’s like you become invisible to everything that doesn’t match your frequency.

That’s not magic. That’s alignment.

Love Is the Foundation

When I talk about love here, I don’t mean the hearts-and-flowers version of love that gets wrapped up in greeting cards or romanticized movies. I mean the kind of love that starts inside you—the radical, unconditional love that says:

  • I am worthy.
  • I am enough.
  • I don’t need to perform, please, or prove my value.

When you stand in that kind of love, you stop chasing after scraps of validation. You stop bending yourself into pieces just to keep others comfortable. You recognize that your energy, your time, your spirit are sacred.

And that love becomes your shield. Not a shield that hardens you, but one that keeps out anything that doesn’t reflect back respect, kindness, or reciprocity.

Truth Sets You Free

Living in truth can be terrifying at first. Many of us were taught to hide pieces of ourselves to stay safe, to keep the peace, or to earn approval. For years, I wore masks—smiling when I wasn’t okay, saying “yes” when everything inside me screamed “no,” bending my truth so others wouldn’t have to face theirs.

But here’s the thing: bending your truth breaks you.

When I finally began to speak honestly—about what I needed, what I felt, and what I believed—I was terrified people would leave. And you know what? Some did. But the ones who stayed? They were the ones who truly saw me.

Truth is a filter. It doesn’t cost you real love. It only costs you illusions.

Alignment Makes You Untouchable

Alignment is what happens when your actions, your words, and your values finally match. It’s when your “yes” means yes, your “no” means no, and your energy flows in the direction of your highest good instead of being drained by people-pleasing, perfectionism, or fear.

When you’re aligned, you don’t need to force anything. You don’t need to beg, explain, or overcompensate. You simply are, and that “being” is enough.

And here’s where the magic happens: the things that are not love, not truth, not aligned—they literally can’t find you anymore. They bounce off. The drama you used to get pulled into suddenly looks exhausting. The games people play feel irrelevant. The old triggers don’t stick because you’ve outgrown the version of yourself that needed to engage with them.

You become invisible to what’s beneath you, because you’re no longer on that frequency.

The Power of Choosing What You Align With

Here’s what I know for sure:

  • If you align with fear, fear will find you.
  • If you align with shame, shame will chase you.
  • If you align with love, truth, and integrity, only those things can stay.

It doesn’t mean life will be free of challenges. But it does mean you’ll have the strength, clarity, and resilience to meet them without losing yourself.

And it’s in that space that you realize: peace isn’t about controlling your surroundings—it’s about controlling your alignment within them.

How to Stay in Love, Truth, and Alignment

It sounds simple, but it’s a daily practice. Here are some ways I stay anchored when the world tries to pull me out of myself:

  1. Pause before reacting. Ask: Am I about to respond from fear, or from love?
  2. Check your motives. Are you acting to be seen, validated, or liked—or because it’s aligned with your values?
  3. Revisit your boundaries. If something drains you, it’s not aligned with your truth.
  4. Speak honestly. Even if your voice shakes. Even if it costs you approval.
  5. Choose peace over proving. You don’t need to convince anyone of your worth.

The Gift of Invisibility

Being invisible to what isn’t love, truth, or alignment isn’t about ignoring reality. It’s about being so rooted in your truth that lies can’t hook you. It’s about being so anchored in love that hate has nowhere to land.

It’s about being so aligned that drama looks for someone else to feed on—because you’ve stopped giving it energy.

And that, SLAYER, is freedom.

SLAY Reflection

  1. Where in your life are you still bending your truth to keep the peace?
  2. What practices help you return to self-love when you feel unworthy?
  3. Who or what drains your energy because it’s not aligned with your values?
  4. How does it feel when you fully act from alignment?
  5. What’s one area of your life where you can choose love, truth, and alignment this week?

S – Stand firm in your truth, even when it’s uncomfortable
L – Let love, not fear, be your guide
A – Align your actions with your values, daily
Y – Yield to your highest self and let the rest fall away

Call to Action: Join the Conversation

I’d love to hear from you.
What shifted when you chose to stay in love, stay in truth, and stay aligned?
Share your story in the comments. Let’s cheer each other on.

And if you know someone who’s struggling with people-pleasing, fear, or chaos—send this to them.
Sometimes, all we need is a reminder that alignment makes us untouchable.

Slay Say

FALLING IS PART OF RISING

We often see failure as the enemy of success, when in reality, it’s the soil that growth springs from. Every mistake, stumble, or setback isn’t wasted—it plants something valuable inside you.

Those moments that feel like defeat are really shaping your resilience, sharpening your clarity, and preparing you for what comes next.

Instead of fearing failure, remember that it’s not the end of the journey. It’s simply one of the steps on the way up.

This is your reminder that setbacks are not roadblocks—they’re building blocks.

SLAY on!

Think of Your Energy Like It’s Expensive—Not Everyone Can Afford It

Recently, Taylor Swift sparked conversation when she said: “Think of your energy like it’s expensive. Not everyone can afford it.”

That hit me—and clearly, it hit a lot of people. Because the truth is, energy is expensive. Not in dollars and cents, but in time, effort, focus, and emotional bandwidth. Once it’s spent, you don’t get it back. And yet, so often, we give it away freely to people, situations, and environments that do nothing but drain us.

If your energy is expensive, why are you letting just anyone spend it?

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Energy as Currency

Imagine waking up every morning with a set amount of money in your pocket. That’s your energy for the day. You get to choose how to spend it—on your work, your relationships, your passions, your health. But if you hand it out without intention, you’ll end up broke by noon.

The same is true for your emotional and mental energy.
Every “yes” you say is a withdrawal. Every boundary you set is a deposit.

So when Taylor says not everyone can afford your energy, it’s a reminder to start asking yourself: Who am I allowing to spend my most valuable currency?

Why Protecting Your Energy Feels Hard

Here’s the catch: many of us were raised to believe that giving endlessly is the right thing to do. That being available, agreeable, and accommodating makes us “good.”

But constantly giving, without discernment, isn’t goodness—it’s depletion.

I know this firsthand. For years, I poured energy into people who didn’t pour anything back. I stayed in conversations that exhausted me, relationships that drained me, and obligations that left me resentful. And I told myself it was kindness, when really, it was self-neglect.

Protecting your energy isn’t selfish. It’s self-preservation.

You Teach People How to Value Your Energy

Here’s the truth: if you treat your energy like it’s cheap, other people will too.

Think about it—if you always answer the phone, always say yes, always overextend yourself, what are you teaching others? That your energy has no limits. That it doesn’t cost you anything to give.

But when you begin to value your energy, something shifts. Boundaries get stronger. Relationships get healthier. And the people who truly value you start to rise to the top.

You don’t have to cut people off with cruelty. But you do have to get clear: What is my energy worth, and who has earned the right to receive it?

How to Protect Your Expensive Energy

If your energy is a luxury item, then not everyone belongs in your store. Here’s how you start protecting it:

  1. Audit your energy spend.
    Notice where your energy goes every day. Who leaves you feeling drained? Who leaves you feeling alive?
  2. Set boundaries without apology.
    Remember—boundaries don’t burn bridges, they protect castles. Your energy is the castle.
  3. Stop over-explaining.
    “No” is a complete sentence. You don’t need to justify why someone can’t have unlimited access to you.
  4. Invest in what fuels you.
    Spend energy on relationships, passions, and practices that multiply your energy instead of depleting it.
  5. Rest like it’s your job.
    Because it is. Rest is the recharge that makes sure you have something to spend tomorrow.

The Shift from Pleasing to Protecting

When I stopped people-pleasing, I realized something powerful: not everyone was meant to have access to me. Some people liked the version of me who was always tired, always available, always giving. But that version wasn’t sustainable.

Now, when I say no, when I walk away, or when I don’t engage in drama—I’m not being cold. I’m protecting my most expensive resource: me.

And you can do the same.

Your Energy, Your Choice

At the end of the day, you decide who gets access to you. You decide how much of your energy goes where.

Some people simply cannot afford it—not because they’re “bad,” but because they haven’t earned it, they don’t value it, or they won’t respect it.

And that’s okay.

Because your energy doesn’t need to be affordable to everyone. It just needs to be invested wisely.

So the next time you feel guilty for saying no, or walking away, or setting a boundary, remind yourself:

You’re not rejecting them—you’re protecting you.

SLAY Reflection

  1. Who in your life consistently drains your energy without giving anything back?
  2. What areas of your life feel like “good investments” of your energy?
  3. Do you undervalue your energy by overcommitting or overexplaining?
  4. How can you start treating your energy like it’s expensive today?
  5. What boundary could you set this week to protect your peace?
  • S – Spend your energy where it’s respected
  • L – Let go of guilt when you say no
  • A – Align with people who energize you, not drain you
  • Y – Yield your time and focus to what truly matters

Call to Action: Join the Conversation

I’d love to hear from you.
Where in your life have you realized your energy is too expensive to waste?
Share your story in the comments. Let’s cheer each other on.

And if you know someone who’s learning to protect their peace, send this to them.
Sometimes, all we need is a reminder that we’re worth it.

Slay Say

YOUR LIGHT REFLECTED

What we admire in others is often a mirror of what already lives within us. The kindness, courage, or strength you notice in someone else doesn’t just exist outside of you—it resonates because it’s also part of you.

Too often, we downplay our own gifts while lifting others up. But the truth is, the qualities you celebrate in them are not foreign—they are familiar. They’re reminders of your own capacity, your own light, your own power shining back at you.

Instead of seeing yourself as “less than,” see the reflection for what it is: proof that you, too, carry that same brilliance.

This is your reminder that what you see in others is also alive in you.

SLAY on!