Author: Carrie Genzel

You Grow Faster by Subtraction Rather Than Addition

We’re often taught that growth means adding more.

More goals.
More habits.
More productivity.
More people.
More commitments.

So when we feel stuck, our instinct is to pile on — another plan, another promise, another version of ourselves we think we need to become.

But real growth doesn’t usually happen that way.

You grow faster by subtraction rather than addition.

By removing what drains you instead of constantly trying to become more.

Prefer to listen? The Audio Blog version is available here.

Why We Think More Is the Answer

From a young age, we’re conditioned to believe that expansion comes from accumulation.

If something isn’t working, we add effort.
If we’re unhappy, we add distractions.
If we’re insecure, we add validation.

But more doesn’t automatically mean better.

More can mean overwhelmed.
More can mean misaligned.
More can mean further away from yourself.

Growth that relies only on addition often ignores the real issue — that something no longer belongs.

Subtraction Creates Space for Clarity

When you remove what isn’t aligned, something powerful happens.

Your energy returns.
Your focus sharpens.
Your nervous system calms.

Subtraction creates space — and space is where clarity lives.

You can’t hear your own voice when your life is too loud. You can’t feel aligned when everything is pulling at you.

Sometimes the most productive thing you can do is let go.

What Subtraction Often Looks Like

Growth by subtraction doesn’t always look dramatic.

It can look like:

  • Stepping back from relationships that drain you
  • Letting go of habits that numb instead of heal
  • Releasing roles you’ve outgrown
  • Saying no without overexplaining
  • Stopping the pursuit of approval

These choices may feel uncomfortable at first — especially if you’re used to earning your worth through doing or giving.

But discomfort doesn’t mean wrong.
It often means necessary.

Why Letting Go Feels So Hard

Subtraction challenges identity.

When you remove something, you’re forced to ask:
Who am I without this?

That fear keeps many people stuck. They’d rather carry what’s heavy than face the uncertainty of what’s next.

But holding on doesn’t preserve who you are — it prevents who you’re becoming.

Growth requires trust. Trust that what’s meant for you will meet you where you are, not where you were.

Subtraction Is an Act of Self Trust

Every time you let go of something that no longer fits, you’re telling yourself:

I trust my instincts.
I trust my boundaries.
I trust that I don’t need to earn rest, peace, or alignment.

Subtraction isn’t quitting.
It’s refining.

It’s choosing quality over quantity.
Alignment over obligation.
Depth over noise.

Growth Isn’t Always About Becoming It’s About Releasing

We romanticize transformation as becoming something new.

But often, growth is about returning to what was already there — buried under expectations, pressure, and self betrayal.

When you subtract what doesn’t belong, you don’t lose yourself.

You reveal yourself.

Less Makes Room for What Matters

When you stop carrying what isn’t yours, you have room for what is.

More presence.
More peace.
More creativity.
More connection.

Not because you chased them — but because you made space for them.

That’s how growth accelerates.

You Don’t Have to Add to Be Enough

If you’re feeling behind, overwhelmed, or disconnected, ask yourself this:

What am I holding onto that I don’t need anymore?

Growth doesn’t always ask you to do more.

Sometimes it asks you to release.

And that release might be the thing that finally lets you move forward.

SLAY Reflection

Let’s reflect, SLAYER:

S: What in your life feels heavy, draining, or misaligned right now?
L: What have you been afraid to let go of — and why?
A: What could shift if you removed one thing instead of adding another?
Y: How might your growth accelerate if you trusted subtraction as part of the process?

Call to Action: Join the Conversation

I’d love to hear from you.
What’s something you let go of that helped you grow faster or feel more aligned?
Share your story in the comments. Let’s cheer each other on.

And if you know someone overwhelmed by “doing more,” send this to them.
Sometimes, all we need is a nudge.

Slay Say

Staying where you are can feel safe.
Familiar.
Predictable.

But over time, that stillness comes with a quiet cost —
the weight of what you didn’t try,
the ache of what you postponed,
the version of yourself that never got the chance to step forward.

Courage doesn’t ask you to be fearless.
It asks you to be willing.
Willing to move before certainty arrives.
Willing to choose growth over comfort.

Forward motion isn’t always loud or dramatic.
Sometimes it’s one honest decision.
One uncomfortable step.
One moment where you stop waiting for permission.

This is your reminder:
You don’t need to have it all figured out.
You just need to stop standing still.

Slay on.

Self-Betrayal

Self betrayal rarely looks dramatic.

It doesn’t always arrive as a big, obvious choice.
It often shows up quietly — in the moments we go against ourselves just to keep the peace, to avoid conflict, or to feel chosen.

It’s the yes we give when our body is screaming no.
The truth we swallow because it feels inconvenient.
The boundary we erase because we’re afraid to be left.

And every time we do it, a small part of us learns that our needs are optional.

What Self Betrayal Really Is

Self betrayal is not about making mistakes.

It’s about abandoning your inner truth to make someone else comfortable.

It happens when you prioritize being liked over being honest.
When you ignore your intuition.
When you stay in situations that don’t respect who you are.

Over time, self betrayal doesn’t just create discomfort — it creates disconnection. You stop trusting yourself. You stop hearing your own voice. You start needing permission to feel what you feel.

And that’s where resentment and exhaustion are born.

Why We Learn to Betray Ourselves

Most of us didn’t wake up one day and decide to abandon ourselves.

We learned it.

We learned that love was conditional.
That approval came with a price.
That being easy was safer than being real.

So we adapted.

We became agreeable.
We minimized our needs.
We learned how to read the room instead of reading our own heart.

Those patterns might have protected us once — but they don’t serve the people we’re becoming.

The Cost of Self Betrayal

The cost isn’t just emotional.

It shows up as anxiety.
Burnout.
Chronic people pleasing.
A feeling that something is always off.

When you keep betraying yourself, your body knows — even when your mind tries to justify it.

That inner tension is the part of you that refuses to disappear.

Rebuilding Trust With Yourself

Healing from self betrayal begins with listening.

Not to everyone else — to you.

To your discomfort.
To your boundaries.
To the small quiet voice that says, “This doesn’t feel right.”

Every time you honor that voice, you rebuild trust.

You don’t have to get it perfect. You just have to stop ignoring yourself.

Boundaries Are Not Rejection They Are Self Respect

Saying no doesn’t mean you’re selfish.
Speaking up doesn’t mean you’re difficult.
Choosing yourself doesn’t mean you don’t care.

It means you do.

Boundaries are how you protect the relationship you have with yourself — and that relationship shapes every other one you have.

You Are Allowed to Change Your Mind

One of the most powerful ways to stop self betrayal is giving yourself permission to shift.

To grow.
To outgrow.
To choose differently.

You don’t owe anyone the old version of you.

You owe yourself the truth.

Integrity Begins on the Inside

Integrity isn’t just about what you do in public.

It’s about how you treat yourself when no one else is watching.

Are you listening to your needs?
Are you honoring your limits?
Are you telling yourself the truth?

That’s where self respect lives.

SLAY Reflection

Let’s reflect, SLAYER:

S: Where in your life have you been saying yes when you meant no?
L: What fears have kept you from being honest with yourself?
A: What boundary would bring you back into alignment?
Y: How would your life change if you stopped abandoning yourself?

Call to Action: Join the Conversation

I’d love to hear from you.
Where have you noticed self betrayal in your own life and what helped you start choosing yourself again?
Share your story in the comments. Let’s cheer each other on.

And if you know someone who keeps putting themselves last, send this to them.
Sometimes, all we need is a nudge.

Slay Say

Growth doesn’t move in straight lines, and it doesn’t happen on the same timeline for everyone. Some people expand quickly. Others pause. Some stay exactly where they are.

None of that makes anyone wrong.

But sometimes clarity doesn’t come from progress — it comes from contrast. From noticing what feels aligned and what no longer does. From recognizing patterns you don’t want to repeat, or directions you no longer wish to follow.

Contrast isn’t about comparison.
It’s about awareness.

Seeing what remains unchanged can quietly highlight what you’re ready to shift. Not out of judgment, but out of honesty. Not because you’re ahead — but because you’re listening to yourself more closely.

Growth isn’t a competition.
It’s a conversation with your own values.

This is your reminder:
Pay attention to what feels heavy and what feels expansive.
Sometimes contrast isn’t criticism — it’s guidance.

Slay on.

Life Is Coming From You Not at You

It’s easy to believe that life is something that happens to us.

The setbacks.
The disappointments.
The unexpected turns.

When things go wrong, it can feel like we’re constantly reacting — bracing for impact, waiting for the next shoe to drop, wondering what we did to deserve it.

But here’s the truth that changes everything:

Life is coming from you, not at you.

And once you understand that, you stop living in defense mode and start living with intention.

The Difference Between Reacting and Creating

When you believe life is happening at you, everything feels personal.

Every delay feels like punishment.
Every challenge feels unfair.
Every obstacle feels like proof you’re doing something wrong.

So you react.
You tighten up.
You operate from fear instead of choice.

But when you realize life is coming from you, something shifts.

You begin to see that your thoughts, beliefs, boundaries, and patterns are shaping the experience you’re having — not in a blame-yourself way, but in an empowering one.

You are not powerless.
You are participating.

What You Carry Shapes What You Experience

Life responds to the energy we bring into it.

When we move through the world carrying unresolved fear, resentment, or shame, we tend to interpret everything through that lens. Neutral situations feel threatening. Challenges feel personal. Growth feels unsafe.

But when we do the inner work — when we heal, set boundaries, and get honest with ourselves — life starts to feel different.

Not easier, necessarily.
But clearer.
More aligned.
More intentional.

The external may not change overnight, but how we experience it does.

Responsibility Is Not the Same as Blame

This is where many people get stuck.

Taking responsibility for your life does not mean blaming yourself for what happened to you.

It means recognizing where your power lives now.

You didn’t choose every circumstance.
You didn’t cause every wound.
You didn’t control everything that shaped you.

But you do get to choose how you respond.
How you heal.
How you move forward.

Responsibility isn’t punishment — it’s freedom.

Because the moment you stop waiting for life to change, you start changing your life.

Your Inner World Sets the Tone

Your mindset doesn’t just affect your mood — it affects your outcomes.

The way you speak to yourself.
The stories you repeat.
The standards you accept.

All of it quietly directs the path you walk.

When you shift from asking, “Why is this happening to me?”
to asking, “What is this showing me about myself?”

You reclaim your agency.

Life stops feeling like an attack and starts feeling like feedback.

You’re Not Here to Survive You’re Here to Participate

Many of us learned to live in survival mode.

Always bracing.
Always reacting.
Always adapting to whatever comes next.

But survival is not the same as living.

Participation means presence.
It means conscious choice.
It means understanding that you’re not just enduring your life — you’re co-creating it.

And when you step into that awareness, you stop waiting for permission to feel better. You start building a life that reflects who you are becoming, not who you had to be to survive.

When You Change the Source the Experience Changes

If life feels heavy, chaotic, or draining, it’s worth asking:

What am I bringing into this moment?
What belief is guiding my choices right now?
What pattern keeps repeating — and why?

This isn’t about control. It’s about alignment.

When the source shifts, the experience shifts.

And the source is you.

You Have More Power Than You Think

You don’t have to control everything to live intentionally.

You just have to stop handing your power over to circumstance.

You get to decide what you tolerate.
What you engage with.
What you release.
What you grow toward.

Life will always bring challenges — but they don’t get to define you unless you let them.

Life is responding to who you are becoming.

SLAY Reflection

Let’s reflect, SLAYER:

S: Where in your life do you feel like things are happening to you instead of from you?
L: What beliefs or patterns might be shaping that experience?
A: How could taking responsibility — without self-blame — empower you right now?
Y: What would change if you trusted that you are an active participant in creating your life?

Call to Action: Join the Conversation

I’d love to hear from you.
When did you realize life wasn’t happening to you — but responding to you?
Share your story in the comments. Let’s cheer each other on.

And if you know someone who feels stuck in reaction mode, send this to them.
Sometimes, all we need is a nudge.

Slay Say

Growth doesn’t arrive gently.
It asks you to move beyond what’s familiar,
to stay present in moments that feel uncomfortable,
to trust that expansion often begins where ease ends.

The stretch can feel awkward.
Exposing.
Even exhausting.

But it’s in those moments — when you’re challenged, uncertain, or asked to rise beyond what you’ve known — that resilience is formed. Strength isn’t built by staying the same. It’s built by meeting resistance with intention instead of retreat.

What feels demanding now is shaping the capacity you’ll rely on later.
Not to harden you — but to steady you.

This is your reminder:
Lean into the stretch.
It’s not here to break you.
It’s here to build you.

Slay on.

Life Is Full of Joy and Pain, Sometimes at the Same Time

We often think of life in opposites.

Good or bad.
Joy or pain.
Light or dark.

We tell ourselves that if something hurts, it must cancel out what’s good. That if we’re grieving, we’re not allowed to feel grateful. That if we’re struggling, joy must be on pause.

But life doesn’t work that way.

Life is full of joy and pain — sometimes at the very same time.

And learning to hold both is one of the most honest forms of growth there is.

Prefer to listen? The Audio Blog version is available here.

The Myth That We Have to Choose One Feeling

Somewhere along the way, we learned that emotions should be tidy.

That we should “focus on the positive.”
That pain means something is wrong.
That joy must wait until everything is resolved.

So when joy shows up during a painful season, we question it.
When pain appears during a happy moment, we feel guilty.

But emotions don’t operate in single lanes.
They overlap.
They coexist.
They tell a more complete truth together than they ever could apart.

You don’t have to edit your experience to make it acceptable.

Joy Doesn’t Disappear Because Pain Exists

Pain does not erase joy.

It doesn’t invalidate it.
It doesn’t cheapen it.
It doesn’t mean you’re “not healed enough.”

Joy can live in the same breath as heartbreak.
In the same season as loss.
In the same moment as uncertainty.

Sometimes joy is quieter in those moments. More tender. More fleeting.

But it’s still real.

And allowing yourself to feel joy while hurting isn’t betrayal — it’s resilience.

Pain Doesn’t Mean You’re Failing at Life

When pain shows up, many of us immediately ask, What did I do wrong?

We assume pain is proof that we missed something. That we made the wrong choice. That we’re behind.

But pain is not a moral failing.

Pain is part of loving deeply.
Of caring fully.
Of being awake to your life.

A heart that feels pain is a heart that has been open.

And openness is not weakness — it’s courage.

Holding Both Is a Skill We Learn Over Time

Learning to hold joy and pain at the same time doesn’t happen overnight.

At first, we swing between extremes. We either numb ourselves to survive or cling to positivity to avoid the weight of what hurts.

But eventually, with self-trust and honesty, we learn balance.

We learn that it’s okay to laugh and cry in the same day.
That gratitude doesn’t cancel grief.
That healing isn’t the absence of pain — it’s the ability to live alongside it without losing yourself.

That’s emotional maturity.

Presence Is Where Both Can Exist

Joy and pain coexist most clearly when we are present.

Not rushing to fix.
Not trying to escape.
Not demanding clarity before it arrives.

Just being here.

Presence allows us to notice the warmth of a moment even when our heart is heavy. It lets us experience connection, beauty, and meaning without needing life to be perfect first.

You don’t have to resolve everything to feel something good.

This Is What a Full Life Looks Like

A full life isn’t one that avoids pain.

It’s one that allows all of it.

It’s joy with depth.
Pain with purpose.
Love with risk.
Hope with honesty.

Trying to live without pain often shrinks our lives. But allowing both joy and pain expands them.

It makes us more compassionate.
More grounded.
More human.

You Don’t Have to Rush Through What You’re Feeling

If you’re in a season where joy and pain are showing up together, let yourself experience both without judgment.

You don’t need to explain it.
You don’t need to justify it.
You don’t need to choose.

You are allowed to hold complexity.

And in that complexity, you are not broken — you are alive.

SLAY Reflection

Let’s reflect, SLAYER:

S: Where in your life are joy and pain showing up at the same time right now?
L: Which emotion do you tend to judge or suppress?
A: How can you allow both feelings without trying to fix or rush them?
Y: What might change if you trusted that holding both is part of living fully?

Call to Action: Join the Conversation

I’d love to hear from you.
Have you ever experienced joy and pain at the same time — and what did that season teach you?
Share your story in the comments. Let’s cheer each other on.

And if you know someone struggling to make sense of mixed emotions, send this to them.
Sometimes, all we need is a nudge.

Slay Say

Growth doesn’t have to feel like force.
It doesn’t have to feel like pressure, struggle, or constant self-correction.

Sometimes the most powerful shift happens when you slow down long enough to understand who you actually are — not who you’ve been trying to be, performing as, or surviving as.

When you take the time to learn yourself — your values, your rhythms, your truth — growth becomes lighter.
More natural.
Less exhausting.

You stop pushing uphill against yourself.
And start moving forward with yourself.

Honoring who you are now creates the foundation for who you’re meant to become.
Not through force.
But through alignment.

Growth with ease isn’t passive.
It’s intentional.
It’s rooted.
It’s honest.

This is your reminder to learn yourself deeply.
When you know who you are, becoming who you’re meant to be no longer feels like a fight — it feels like a flow.

Slay on.

Growth doesn’t always require force. Sometimes it begins with understanding who you truly are. When you honor your values, rhythms, and truth, growth becomes lighter, more aligned, and less exhausting. Learning yourself is not a pause in progress — it’s how you grow with ease into who you’re meant to be.

Embracing Your Power Doesn’t Mean Abandoning Your Softness

For a long time, we were taught that power looks a certain way.

Loud.
Unyielding.
Unemotional.
Hard.

We learned to associate strength with dominance and softness with weakness — as if the two can’t coexist. As if choosing gentleness somehow cancels out authority. As if tenderness diminishes capability.

But real power isn’t found in becoming harder.

Real power is found in becoming whole.

And embracing your power does not mean abandoning your softness.

Why Softness Gets Misunderstood

Softness is often mistaken for fragility.

For weakness.
For indecision.
For vulnerability that can be exploited.

But softness isn’t the absence of strength — it’s the presence of awareness.

Soft people feel deeply. They notice nuance. They respond instead of react. They choose compassion without self-abandonment.

Softness is emotional intelligence in motion.

And in a world that rewards hardness, choosing softness is an act of quiet rebellion.

Power Without Softness Becomes Armor

When power is built without softness, it turns into armor.

It looks like control instead of confidence.
It sounds like defensiveness instead of clarity.
It feels like disconnection instead of leadership.

Hard power protects — but it isolates.

Softness is what keeps power human. It allows strength to be felt instead of feared. It creates safety, trust, and resonance.

Power that cannot soften eventually cracks.

Softness Requires More Strength Than Hardness

Anyone can harden themselves to survive.

It takes real courage to stay open.

Softness means:

  • Feeling your emotions without being ruled by them
  • Listening without losing yourself
  • Offering kindness without inviting harm
  • Holding boundaries with grace instead of aggression

Softness does not mean you tolerate disrespect.
It does not mean you avoid hard truths.
It does not mean you shrink to keep others comfortable.

Softness with boundaries is strength refined.

You Can Be Kind and Still Be Unmovable

There is a version of power that doesn’t need to raise its voice.

It doesn’t posture.
It doesn’t perform.
It doesn’t prove.

It simply is.

You can speak gently and still mean every word.
You can be empathetic and still say no.
You can lead with compassion and still walk away.

Power doesn’t disappear when you soften your tone.
It deepens.

The Myth That You Must Choose One

We’re often told we have to choose:

Be soft or be strong.
Be nurturing or be authoritative.
Be emotional or be capable.

But that’s a false binary.

Your softness is not a liability — it’s a strength multiplier. It sharpens intuition. It strengthens connection. It allows power to flow instead of dominate.

The most grounded people are the ones who can hold both.

When You Stop Abandoning Your Softness, You Stop Abandoning Yourself

Many of us hardened ourselves out of necessity.

We learned that softness was punished.
That sensitivity was mocked.
That being open wasn’t safe.

So we adapted.

But at some point, protection turns into self-betrayal.

Reclaiming your softness is reclaiming the parts of you that feel, connect, create, and love. It’s choosing authenticity over survival.

And when you stop abandoning your softness, your power becomes sustainable.

Soft Power Changes Everything

Soft power doesn’t dominate — it influences.

It changes the way you show up in relationships.
It shifts how you lead.
It deepens trust.
It invites others to lower their defenses.

Soft power doesn’t demand respect — it earns it.

And it lasts longer than force ever could.

You Are Allowed to Be Both

You don’t have to become someone you’re not to be powerful.

You don’t have to suppress your tenderness to be taken seriously.

You are allowed to be gentle and strong.
Empathetic and boundaried.
Soft-hearted and self-assured.

That balance isn’t weakness.

It’s mastery.

SLAY Reflection

Let’s reflect, SLAYER:

S: Where have you hardened yourself to feel safe or respected?
L: What parts of your softness have you been taught to hide or minimize?
A: How can you honor your sensitivity while strengthening your boundaries?
Y: What would embracing both your power and your softness look like in your life?

Call to Action: Join the Conversation

I’d love to hear from you.
Where have you discovered that softness actually made you stronger?
Share your story in the comments. Let’s cheer each other on.

And if you know someone who’s been told they’re “too soft” to be powerful, send this to them.
Sometimes, all we need is a nudge.

Slay Say

Belief is where everything begins.
But belief alone doesn’t carry the weight.

There’s a moment after the hope, after the vision,
where something quieter is required.
Consistency.
Commitment.
The willingness to act as if what you want is already unfolding.

Showing up like it’s possible means aligning your choices with your intentions.
It means moving before certainty arrives.
Trusting yourself enough to take the next step, even when the outcome isn’t guaranteed.

Dreams don’t respond to doubt or delay.
They respond to presence.
To effort.
To the decision to participate fully in your own becoming.

This is your reminder:
Belief opens the door.
Showing up is how you walk through it.

Slay on.