wellness

Your Brain Isn’t Broken, It’s Searching for Safety

There’s a moment in healing when you realize that what you’ve been calling “broken” was really protective.
Those looping thoughts, the anxious spirals, the what-ifs that replay like a broken record — they’re not your brain failing you. They’re your brain trying to keep you safe.

It’s called pattern completion, and it’s one of the ways your mind tries to make sense of the world.
When your brain experiences something painful, confusing, or traumatic, it looks for patterns — familiar situations, similar people, recognizable emotions — and tries to predict what comes next. It’s a survival mechanism, not a flaw.

But survival mode isn’t meant to be a permanent address.

Your Brain Is Trying to Protect You, Not Punish You

When you’re caught in a mental loop — replaying a conversation, worrying about what might happen, or assuming the worst — it’s your brain saying, “I’ve been here before. I know what this felt like last time, so I’ll prepare for it again.”

That’s pattern completion.
It’s your nervous system scanning for danger based on old data.

But here’s the truth: you’re not living that old story anymore.

The brain doesn’t know the difference between memory and reality until you show it.
Every time you ground yourself in the present, take a deep breath, or remind yourself “I’m safe now,” you’re re-educating your mind. You’re teaching it that not every silence means rejection, not every argument means abandonment, not every change means chaos.

You’re not broken — you’re healing an overworked safety system.

Familiar Isn’t Always Safe

One of the hardest truths to accept is that your brain equates familiar with safe, even when familiar hurt you.

That’s why we sometimes repeat relationships that feel eerily similar to the ones that wounded us.
Why we overwork ourselves the way we saw others do.
Why we shrink in moments that ask us to rise.

Your brain is chasing comfort, not happiness.
It’s doing what it knows.
But healing begins when you start showing it something new — when you remind it that safety can look like calm, silence, boundaries, and peace.

At first, that newness will feel uncomfortable. Your brain may resist. It’s not because you’re doing something wrong — it’s because you’re doing something different. And different can feel like danger when you’ve lived in survival mode for too long.

Teach Your Brain a New Way to Be Safe

Rewiring those patterns takes intention, but it’s possible.

Here’s how to start:

  • Notice the loop. When your thoughts start spiraling, pause. Label it. “This is my brain trying to complete an old pattern.”
  • Ground yourself in the present. Look around. Name five things you see, four you can touch, three you can hear. Tell yourself, “This is now, not then.”
  • Reassure your nervous system. Speak gently to yourself. “I’m safe. I don’t need to fight, flee, or freeze right now.”
  • Replace fear with truth. Ask, “What is real in this moment?” That question alone can shift everything.

Over time, your brain learns.
It starts to trust that you’re no longer in danger — that you’re the safe place now.

And that’s when healing becomes your new pattern.

You’re the Safety You’ve Been Searching For

The next time your mind replays an old fear, remember this:
You’re not back there. You’re right here.
You’ve survived everything that tried to break you — and now, you get to teach your brain what safety truly feels like.

Because your brain isn’t broken. It’s learning a new language — one called peace.

SLAY Reflection

  1. What thought patterns or worries tend to repeat for you?
  2. When you feel triggered, can you pause and remind yourself, “I’m safe now”?
  3. How can you show your brain a new version of safety today?
  4. What familiar behaviors are you ready to release, even if they once made you feel “safe”?
  5. How can you speak to yourself with compassion when old fears resurface?

S – Stop labeling your survival instincts as flaws
L – Learn to identify when your mind is replaying old fears
A – Align your thoughts with the truth of the present moment
Y – Yield to peace; you’re safe now

Call to Action: Join the Conversation

I’d love to hear from you.
What’s one pattern your brain keeps replaying — and how are you learning to rewrite it?
Share your story in the comments. Let’s cheer each other on.

And if you know someone who’s been hard on themselves for how they think or feel, send this to them.
Sometimes, all we need is a reminder: we’re not broken — we’re healing.

Invest In Yourself

When people talk about investments, they usually mean stocks, property, or retirement accounts. But there’s one investment that’s even more critical: you.

Your well-being—mental, emotional, and physical—is the foundation for everything else in your life. When you prioritize yourself, everything else gets better: your relationships, your career, your creativity, your peace of mind. Yet, so many of us wait until we’re completely burned out, overwhelmed, or spiraling to give ourselves the care we need.

It doesn’t have to be that way. It shouldn’t be that way.

Why Investing in Yourself Matters

The truth is, you can’t pour from an empty cup. If you’re constantly giving to others without replenishing yourself, you’re operating from depletion. Eventually, something gives.

Investing in yourself doesn’t mean spa days and bubble baths—though those are lovely. It means making consistent choices that nurture your well-being. It means saying no when something compromises your peace. It means taking the time to listen to your own needs, even if others don’t understand.

For me, investing in myself looked like finally saying yes to therapy. It looked like turning down invitations that drained me, and instead spending quiet time journaling, walking, or simply being. It looked like learning how to support myself the way I’d supported everyone else for years.

It was uncomfortable at first. I worried I was being selfish. But I realized: prioritizing yourself is not selfish—it’s survival. And over time, I saw how much better I could show up for others when I was also showing up for myself.

The ROI of Self-Investment

When you invest in yourself, you start to:

  • Build resilience
  • Strengthen your boundaries
  • Increase your capacity for joy
  • Reconnect with your purpose
  • Attract healthier relationships

And perhaps most importantly, you start to trust yourself more deeply. You become someone you can rely on. That’s powerful.

Start Where You Are

You don’t need to overhaul your life overnight. Start with one intentional choice a day. One small way to say, “I matter.” Maybe it’s drinking a full glass of water first thing in the morning. Maybe it’s taking five minutes to breathe. Maybe it’s setting a boundary you’ve been avoiding.

Whatever it is, let that choice be an act of self-respect.

Because when you invest in your well-being, you’re not just surviving—you’re building a life that supports you.

SLAY Reflection

  1. What does investing in yourself mean to you personally?
  2. What small act of self-care can you commit to today?
  3. Do you feel guilty prioritizing your well-being? Why?
  4. How might your relationships shift if you were more centered and grounded?
  5. What would change if you treated your mental health like a top priority?

S-L-A-Y:

  • Say yes to what nourishes you
  • Let go of guilt and shame
  • Act with intention, not obligation
  • You are worth the effort

Call to Action: Join the Conversation
I’d love to hear from you.
What’s one way you can invest in your well-being this week?
Share your story in the comments. Let’s cheer each other on.

And if you know someone who’s always giving but rarely giving to themselves, send this to them.
Sometimes, all we need is a nudge.

Name Your Brain

Ever catch yourself spiraling into self-doubt or reacting like the sky is falling… when it’s really not? You’re not alone. That voice in your head—the one that catastrophizes, criticizes, or convinces you you’re not enough—it has a mind of its own.

So what if you gave it a name?

That’s right. Name your brain. Give that voice a personality, an identity, a little flair. Why? Because separating you from your thoughts helps you manage them with more clarity—and maybe even a little compassion.

Why Naming Your Brain Works

When you name your brain, you create space between you and the mental noise. You stop treating every thought as truth and start seeing them for what they really are: patterns. Most of them were wired in long ago—through experiences, messaging, and survival mode. But they’re not your whole story.

Let’s say your brain loves worst-case scenarios. It goes from “I made a mistake” to “I’m going to lose everything” in under five seconds. Instead of spiraling with it, what if you said:

“Okay, here comes that same old voice again. We’ve heard this one before—and we’re not falling for it.”

Naming helps you shift from fear to awareness. You start to notice your patterns, question them, and choose a new response. It turns down the emotional intensity and gives you the power back.

What’s Your Brain’s Personality?

Start by observing. When stress hits, how does your brain talk to you?

  • Is it hypercritical? (“You’ll never get this right.”)
  • Dramatic? (“This is a disaster!”)
  • Perfectionist? (“Not good enough. Try harder.”)
  • People-pleaser? (“Don’t speak up. You’ll upset them.”)

Now give that voice a name and a persona. Think of it like casting a character. Your name can be oddly specific, or just descriptive—whatever helps you take the edge off and reclaim your power.

For me, naming my brain made me think of it in a different way—less like a runaway train and more like an annoying voice or committee that would show up and try to spoil my day. Giving it a name helped me keep it in perspective. It gave me something specific to talk back to—and even tell to take a hike.

I mean, I wouldn’t put up with someone else saying the kinds of things my brain sometimes did—so why would I take that abuse from myself?

These days, when that voice pops in, I can say: “I hear you, but we’re not doing that today.” And it really does help.

From Reaction to Redirection

Once your brain has a name, you can start redirecting instead of reacting.

“Thanks for your concern, but I’ve got this.”

“We’ve heard enough from that old voice—let’s listen to truth instead.”

You’re not ignoring your emotions—you’re choosing to respond differently. That’s the real flex. When you stop giving your inner critic the mic, you make space for the wiser, calmer, more grounded version of you to speak.

Naming Isn’t Silly—It’s Self-Awareness

This practice is rooted in mindfulness and psychology. Creating mental distance from unhelpful thoughts is a proven way to disrupt negative cycles and build emotional resilience.

It’s not about dismissing your feelings. It’s about shifting from “this is me” to “is this me—or is this an old pattern or story?” It’s about knowing your truth, staying present, and calling out those old thoughts—and showing them the door.

The name is just a tool to help you step into that choice. Again and again.

Who Do You Want Driving the Bus?

At the end of the day, your brain will keep doing what it’s always done—unless you take the wheel. When your old mental pattern starts driving toward chaos, anxiety, or shame, you get to say:

“Thanks for the warning, but I’m steering us in a different direction.”

Empowerment starts when you realize you are not your thoughts. You’re the observer. The narrator. The author. You can write a different story—and still let those old characters pop in from time to time, without giving them control.

SLAY Reflection

  1. What type of thoughts show up when you’re stressed, insecure, or overwhelmed?
  2. What name would you give the voice that fuels those thoughts?
  3. How does it feel to separate yourself from that voice?
  4. What kinds of things does your brain say that you no longer believe?
  5. How can you start responding with curiosity and compassion instead of judgment?

S-L-A-Y:

  • Separate yourself from your thoughts
  • Label the patterns
  • Acknowledge the impact
  • You are in charge of your response

Call to Action: Join the Conversation
I’d love to hear from you.
Have you ever given your brain a name? What would you call the voice that tries to take over?
Share your story in the comments. Let’s cheer each other on.

And if you know someone who’s stuck in a spiral of self-doubt, send this to them.
Sometimes, all we need is a nudge.

New Podcast Episode Alert

Slayers, I’ve got something super special to share with you today! I had the absolute joy and honor of being a guest on the Girls Talk Healthy Aging podcast, and the episode just dropped!

🎙️ Episode 80: “Discovering Your True Self: With Carrie Genzel”
Hosted by the dynamic duo Alli Kerr and Shawna Kaminski, this conversation dives deep into authenticity, self-discovery, and the journey of aligning with who you truly are.

We talked about embracing our evolving selves, shedding the labels and expectations that no longer serve us, and how I’ve navigated my own path—personally, spiritually, and creatively. It’s raw, real, and full of the kind of honest talk I know you come here for.

Whether you’re in a season of reinvention or simply curious about the ways we grow and show up fully in our truth, this episode is for YOU.

Here’s how you can listen: 👉 Spotify

👇 YouTube version embedded right here so you can watch/listen:

I’m so grateful to Alli and Shawna for holding such a beautiful, open space and allowing me to share my story. Give it a listen, and if it speaks to you, I’d love to hear your thoughts in the comments.

Slay On!

We SLAY Together

I had the privilege of sitting down yesterday with a group of incredible women, all from different parts of the country, different ages, different types of jobs, skills and family lives, from the outside we all looked different, but inside we were all the same. We had similar experiences, we had done, and do, similar things to get by, to live life, we had made a lot of the same mistakes, and had many of the same fears, hopes, and dreams. It made me smile, and it filled my heart with love. All of these beautiful people were doing their best, they were survivors, warriors, fighters, and all, at different times came to realize at some point in their life that their journey was not meant to walked alone, that there was strength in numbers. We are all stronger together. We back each other up. We lift each other up. And when we do, we get stronger, and we rise. When I started on this path and it was suggested I get involved with a group of people for support, my first reactions was, “I don’t like groups, I’m a one-on-one-person.” And I was. The thought of sitting in a group of people I didn’t know and have to listen to their “problems,” and then share about mine made my skin crawl. Who the heck wants to do that? But I did it anyway. I did it because my life depended on it. So I sat there that first time, not wanting to be there, and the first person who spoke told my story. I realized in that moment I wasn’t alone, and I realized by all the nodding heads in the room as she spoke, that I was in a room full of people just like me, I wasn’t the only one, I wasn’t a freak, a bad person, all of the people in that room had similar stories, and I related to something in all of them, and not only did I feel relieved that I wasn’t the only one, because I identified with the people in that room, I also found hope in the ones who had found a better way of life for themselves, I thought, if they had done it, maybe I could to. And that maybe is what kept me going back, and motivated me to do the work I needed to climb my way out.

I now love sitting in a group and sharing my truth, I get a charge from it, there’s an electricity, it’s palpable, you can feel it in the room, as is the love. I also learned a lot from sitting in those groups, I learned to listen and not interrupt until someone was finished, I learned to share my own truth in a concise and clear manner, and I learned how to be a friend to someone else, a true friend, but also how to set healthy boundaries for myself so that the friendships I was making, as well as the ones I had before, were in line with the path I was setting out to live my life on, a path that was about self-love and respect and being compassionate with others. I also learned that if I needed to talk to someone one-on-one that I wasn’t “bothering” them, that I may be helping them too. I am a firm believer that nothing happens by chance, we meet and interact with the people we are meant to, when we are meant to, and so when we reach out to someone because we need someone to listen, or we need some feedback, we’re not bothering them, we are meant to have that exchange with them because they need it to. They may need to hear what you have to say, or they may need to hear themselves say what they respond back with. It’s a two-way street, at least if it’s a healthy relationship or friendship. And, as SLAYERS, we’re working to only have healthy relationships and friendships, or at least ones on our own terms. So, when you don’t share what’s going on with you it’s actually selfish, because you are not only cheating yourself out of a conversation you should be having, but you’re also cheating the other person out of having a conversation they should  be having as well. Open your heart and share.

I am so proud of the SLAYERS who walk along with me, who share their authentic selves at any given moment, with me, with the people in their lives, and with anyone out there who can be helped by it. Every one of our stories has value, and you just never know who may hear and how that may help them, or possibly, save their life. It was a story that saved my life, and that is why I place so much importance on sharing mine with others. SLAY on!

SLAY OF THE DAY: Do find it difficult to share you story, or what’s going on for you, with others? Why? Do you have people in your life you can trust and can talk to? If yes, why don’t you share yourself with them if don’t? If you don’t feel you have people to go to, where can you go to find people who are like you, or that you can trust? For me, it started with one person I trusted, someone I knew had overcome a lot, someone I knew wouldn’t judge me, and by opening up to that one person, I was introduced to many, and my world grew exponentially. Challenge yourself SLAYER to reach out, to share, to find those like you you can share your journey with, your struggles, and know that we here, we SLAYERS, are all alike, and we all love you, even when you don’t love yourself. Stay close SLAYER, we’ve got your back.

S – self L – love A – appreciate Y – you