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Stop Trying to Convince People Who Benefit From Your Doubt

There comes a point in many people’s lives when they realize they are exhausted.

Not because they’re carrying too much.

Because they are explaining too much.

Defending too much.

Justifying too much.

Convincing too much.

For years, I thought if I could just explain myself clearly enough, people would understand.

If I provided enough context, enough evidence, enough reasoning, eventually everyone would see where I was coming from.

But life taught me something different.

Not everyone wants understanding.

Some people prefer your uncertainty.

Some people prefer your hesitation.

Some people prefer the version of you that doubts yourself.

And the moment I understood that, everything changed.

Because you cannot convince someone to support your confidence if they benefit from your doubt.

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SOME PEOPLE PREFER THE VERSION OF YOU THAT QUESTIONS THEMSELF

The version of you that second-guesses every decision.

The version that asks for permission.

The version that constantly seeks reassurance.

The version that needs validation before taking action.

That version is predictable.

Manageable.

Influenceable.

And while healthy people want to see you grow beyond that version of yourself, not everyone does.

Some people become uncomfortable when you begin trusting your own judgment.

Not because your judgment is wrong.

Because your self-trust changes the relationship.

YOUR CONFIDENCE CHANGES THE POWER DYNAMIC

This is one of the most overlooked truths about personal growth.

When you begin trusting yourself, the dynamic changes.

You stop asking for approval.

You stop needing constant reassurance.

You stop looking to other people to tell you who you are.

And suddenly, people who were accustomed to having influence over your decisions find themselves with less control.

Some relationships adapt beautifully.

Others struggle.

Not because confidence is a problem.

Because confidence changes the balance.

And not everyone welcomes that change.

NOT EVERY QUESTION IS ASKED IN GOOD FAITH

At first, this can be difficult to recognize.

Questions sound innocent.

Why are you doing that?

Are you sure?

Have you thought this through?

Do you really think that’s a good idea?

Sometimes those questions come from care.

Sometimes they come from concern.

But sometimes they come from something else.

Sometimes they are designed to plant doubt.

Not to help you think.

To make you question yourself.

The difference often reveals itself in what happens after you answer.

A person seeking understanding listens.

A person invested in your uncertainty keeps moving the goalposts.

No answer is enough.

No explanation is sufficient.

No amount of clarity changes the conversation.

Because the goal was never clarity.

SELF-DOUBT MAKES YOU EASIER TO CONTROL

When you doubt yourself, you are more likely to seek external validation.

You ask other people what they think.

You wait for approval.

You hesitate before taking action.

You defer to louder voices.

And while that may seem harmless, it creates a dangerous habit.

You begin trusting other people’s opinions more than your own experience.

More than your own instincts.

More than your own wisdom.

Over time, that disconnect can become profound.

Because every time you ignore yourself, you weaken your relationship with yourself.

THE PEOPLE WHO LOVE YOU WANT YOU TO TRUST YOURSELF

Healthy people do not need your insecurity.

They do not require your uncertainty.

They do not benefit from your self-doubt.

In fact, they usually encourage the opposite.

They want to see you become more confident.

More capable.

More self-aware.

More independent.

The people who genuinely care about you understand that your growth is not a threat.

It is something to celebrate.

That distinction matters.

Because it helps you recognize who is supporting your evolution and who is resisting it.

YOU DO NOT NEED TO WIN THE ARGUMENT

One of the biggest mistakes people make is believing they can explain their way into acceptance.

If I just say it differently.

If I just provide more information.

If I just make them understand.

But some people already understand.

They simply disagree.

Or worse, they prefer the version of you that lacked confidence.

No amount of explanation changes that.

And once you realize this, something liberating happens.

You stop performing.

You stop defending.

You stop exhausting yourself trying to gain approval from people who have already decided how they feel.

STOP HANDING YOUR POWER TO THE JURY

Many people live as though their life is on trial.

Every decision gets presented to an invisible jury.

Friends.

Family.

Coworkers.

Former partners.

Strangers online.

Everyone gets a vote.

Everyone gets an opinion.

Everyone gets a chance to weigh in.

Everyone except the person actually living the life.

The truth is that most of those people will not live with the consequences of your decisions.

You will.

Which means their approval should never carry more weight than your own judgment.

SELF-TRUST IS BUILT ONE DECISION AT A TIME

Confidence is not something you magically wake up with.

It is built.

Decision by decision.

Boundary by boundary.

Truth by truth.

Every time you listen to yourself.

Every time you honor your values.

Every time you act in alignment with what you know is right for you.

You strengthen trust.

And the stronger that trust becomes, the less dependent you are on outside validation.

That is where real confidence comes from.

Not from convincing others.

From believing yourself.

FREEDOM BEGINS WHEN YOU STOP SEEKING PERMISSION

There is a unique kind of freedom that arrives when you stop needing everyone to agree.

When you stop asking people to validate your choices.

When you stop seeking approval from people who have no intention of giving it.

You realize that their acceptance was never the goal.

The goal was self-trust.

The goal was living authentically.

The goal was becoming the person you were meant to be.

And the people who genuinely support you will never require you to doubt yourself to make them comfortable.

Stop trying to convince people who benefit from your doubt.

Stop handing your confidence to people who have not earned that authority.

Stop asking for permission to trust yourself.

Because the moment you start believing your own wisdom, your life changes.

And self-trust is where freedom begins.

SLAY REFLECTION

S — See the Pattern
Who in your life seems most uncomfortable when you trust yourself?

L — Look at the Dynamic
How does your confidence change the relationship?

A — Acknowledge Your Authority
What decision have you been seeking validation for that you already know is right for you?

Y — Your Next Step
What is one area of your life where you can choose self-trust over outside approval this week?

CALL TO ACTION: JOIN THE CONVERSATION

I’d love to hear from you.

Have you ever realized that someone was more comfortable with your self-doubt than your confidence?

Share your story in the comments. Let’s cheer each other on.

And if you know someone who might need this reminder, send this to them.

Sometimes, all we need is a nudge.

Trust: It Starts With You

I have always had an issue with trust. I have never really trusted people. I’ve always wanted to, but have always been wary of their words, motivations and intentions. It wasn’t until stepping on this path that I realized that first and foremost, I didn’t trust myself. Just like with others, I had given myself reason to question my own words, motivations and intentions, because I had done things I had said I would never do, I had done things that harmed myself and I certainly didn’t always have my best intentions in mind before taking action. When I realized that I had broken my own trust I thought, how in the world can I learn to trust myself when I view myself as untrustworthy? The answer was to start being accountable to myself in my thoughts, actions and words, to figure out who I was and what I stood for, and stick with that, to not waver, even if it was the harder route, or the tougher path, to honor myself and my word no matter what. When I starting to do that, I was able to trust, and when I was able to trust myself, I could begin trusting others.

Only we know what are true intentions are, and only we can hold ourselves to stick to those intentions. It’s about being consistent, and yes, it’s OK to realize what we thought we wanted isn’t at all what we wanted, or needed, and head off in a new direction, it’s about being honest with ourselves and learning to listen to our ‘gut’ as it were, the voice that guides us and tells us when we’re headed in the right direction, with the right people. Don’t know what voice I’m talking about it? Then perhaps it’s about getting to know yourself, truly knowing yourself, warts and all. Who are you? What do you want? Who do you want it with? How are you going to get there? Start a relationship with yourself. Learn about yourself. Ask yourself the tough questions. And, don’t be afraid of the answers. The answers are you. As I keep saying over and over, when we know the facts we are safe, so never be afraid of what comes up, it’s you, and if you don’t like it, change it, or trust that you are exactly where you are supposed to be in that given moment. If something is coming up, it’s coming up for a reason. The relationship you have with yourself is the most important relationship you will ever have, and learning who you are allows you to figure out how you want to interact with the world, who you want to be, and from there learning to trust yourself. You can’t trust someone you don’t know, there are too many question marks. So, how do we fill in the answers about ourselves where there may be blanks?

1) Slow Down – stop keeping yourself busy, take some time for you, and stop over-scheduling yourself to keep yourself busy, give yourself time to catch up to yourself and check in to see how you’re doing and what’s going on.

2) Get Quiet – once you’ve slowed down, find some quiet time. Does that scare you? It doesn’t have to, and, the more you do it the more you’ll crave it. If you are afraid or reluctant, ask yourself why, that’s a good place to start. Connect with your truth. What’s it telling you?

3) Own Who You Are – no one knows you as well as you do, or at least as much as you’re privy to. So much importance is placed on what other people think of us sometimes, it doesn’t matter, what matters is what you think of you, and if that’s not positive, what can you do to change that? Take back your power, owning who you are gives you power, you may not be perfect, but you are you, and you are the best you you can be. If you’re not, why not? How can you work towards a you you would be proud of? Fight for you, you’re worth it.

4) Question Yourself – continuously check in, ask yourself what you want, how can you get it, who you are, who the people are you’ve chosen to be in your life, keep asking, things may change, and that’s OK, but only you can get the true answers to what’s happening inside, and what makes you tick.

5) Connection To A Higher Power – find a connection to something greater than yourself. Whether you call that God, or The Universe, or nature, or whatever that may be for you, connect with it and listen, because along with your inner voice comes the faith and guidance from something that may help you on your journey, and may give you comfort when that journey becomes difficult.

6) You Are Not Alone – this one goes two-fold, if you’ve found a connection to something bigger than you you’re halfway there, but along this journey of self-trust you’re also becoming a friend to yourself, that ensures you are never alone.

7) Don’t Let Others’ Fears Become Your Own – it’s easy to listen and take on what other people are saying and letting that stop, or paralyze you from doing what you are drawn to do, you are only accountable to yourself, not what other people are saying, again, this is about trusting yourself, so follow your path, and not the one laid out by someone else who may not have your best intentions at heart, or truly know you. Stand tall in who are you and what you want to do.

8) You Can Do It – if you’re practicing the principles above you’re well on your way to finding the trust within yourself and the more you start to realize that everything you’ve been looking for you have inside, you’ve just need to ignite that fire. Believe, and trust.

When we are accountable, to ourselves and to those around us, we not only learn to trust ourselves but we also learn to trust the people in our lives. And if we’ve chosen the right people to surround us, then we have no reason not to trust them, and we continue to build trustworthy relationships. SLAY on.

SLAY OF THE DAY: Do you have trouble trusting people? If so, why? Do you trust yourself? If not, why? How do you think you can find more trust within yourself? Do you consider yourself trustworthy? If not, why? How can you change that? What are 5 acts that you can work on this week to begin to trust yourself? Do them SLAYER, self-trust is the foundation to a stronger healthier life, if you can’t trust yourself, who can you trust? It starts with you.

S – self L – love A – appreciate Y – you

Slayer Say

Good morning SLAYER! Be Yourself. Accept Yourself. Value Yourself. Forgive Yourself. Bless Yourself. Express Yourself. Trust Yourself. Love Yourself.

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