affirmations

Unlearning the Lies You Once Needed to Survive

Most of us don’t set out to deceive ourselves — but we do.
Not out of malice… out of survival.

We learn early in life how to protect ourselves emotionally:
We convince ourselves we’re fine when we’re hurting.
We pretend we don’t care when we’re desperate to belong.
We downplay our dreams because wanting something feels risky.

These little lies become armor.
They help us navigate pain… until they start causing the pain.

There is truth inside those false stories we tell — and discovering it is how we free ourselves.

Healing isn’t about tearing everything down at once.
It’s about gradually stepping away from self-delusion…
until what remains is pure being — the real you.

Self-Delusion Begins as Self-Protection

When the world teaches you it’s not safe to feel…
you learn how to numb.

When you’re told who you should be…
you disconnect from who you are.

When you’ve been abandoned or judged for your honesty…
you learn to hide your truth — even from yourself.

And so the false stories begin:

“If I don’t need anyone, no one can hurt me.”
“If I fail, it proves I wasn’t meant for more.”
“If they don’t love me, I must not deserve love.”

These narratives seem protective on the surface — but underneath?
They keep you stuck in cycles that confirm the lies.

Your brain continues repeating what feels familiar, not what is true.

The First Step Toward Truth Is Curiosity

Instead of asking:
“Why am I like this?”
Try:
“What is this response trying to protect me from?”

Every false belief holds a hidden truth:

  • The lie: “I don’t care.”
    The truth: you care deeply.
  • The lie: “I don’t need help.”
    The truth: you’re afraid to rely on others.
  • The lie: “I’m not good enough.”
    The truth: you haven’t yet realized your worth.

There’s wisdom beneath every coping mechanism — even the harmful ones.
Your job isn’t to destroy them…
It’s to outgrow them.

Awakening Happens in Small Shifts

You don’t have to rip off your emotional armor in one day.
That would feel terrifying. Unsafe. Overwhelming.

Transformation is much more compassionate than that.
It asks only for small, consistent steps:

  • Notice when you’re pretending
  • Question when something feels “off”
  • Admit the things you’ve avoided
  • Allow yourself to feel — without judgment
  • Choose honesty, even if it’s incremental

This is the quiet work of coming home to yourself.

Each time you move one step closer to truth, a layer of falsehood falls away.

Gradually, you stop performing.
You stop perfecting.
You stop hiding.

And you begin being.

The Painful Beauty of Seeing Yourself Clearly

Let’s be honest — seeing the truth can sting.

It means acknowledging patterns that kept you small.
Admitting fear where you once claimed power.
Owning the roles you played in your own suffering.

But here’s the magic:
You can’t change what you refuse to see.

Clarity isn’t self-punishment — it’s liberation.

When you let go of the illusions,
you create space for identity, purpose, and joy that are real.

The more truth you honor,
the less tolerance you have for anything that asks you to betray yourself again.

Pure Being — Your Most Powerful State

Who are you when you remove the fear?
Who are you beneath the expectations?
Who are you without the roles you’ve been performing?

That person — the one underneath — is not weak.
They are not unworthy.
They are not broken.

They are whole, powerful, and free.

Pure being means:

  • You know who you are
  • You honor your needs
  • You speak your truth
  • You choose alignment over approval
  • You live from love, not fear

It is the state you were born into…
and the state you are returning to.

Trust the Unbecoming

You are not falling apart.
You are falling into yourself.

Every false story shed is a step toward truth.
Every limiting belief dismantled is a doorway to freedom.

This is sacred work.

And the closer you get to who you truly are…
the clearer everything becomes:

Your desires.
Your boundaries.
Your identity.
Your path.

You are allowed to outgrow the version of you that once protected you.
They got you here.
Thank them.
Then take the next step.

SLAY Reflection

  1. What story do you tell yourself to avoid feeling discomfort?
  2. Where in your life do you feel disconnected from who you really are?
  3. What small truth can you acknowledge today — without shame?
  4. How would life feel if you didn’t have to perform or pretend anymore?
  5. What’s one step you can take this week toward living more honestly?

S – See the stories you tell yourself
L – Let go of lies that no longer serve you
A – Accept the truth with compassion
Y – Yield to your real self — your pure being

Call to Action: Join the Conversation

I’d love to hear from you.
What truth are you ready to honor — even if it scares you?
Share in the comments. Let’s cheer each other on.

And if someone you love is stuck in self-delusion, living in old stories — send this to them.
Sometimes, all we need is a reminder that we are more than the lies we once believed.

Your Energy Writes the Invitation

Energy isn’t invisible—it’s contagious. The way we move through the world speaks volumes, long before we say a word. That’s why it’s so important to be mindful of the energy we give off. Because whether we mean to or not, we’re always sending out an invitation—and what we invite will show up.

The Energy Exchange is Always On

You don’t have to be in someone’s presence for long to feel their energy. Some people lift a room. Others bring it down. We’ve all felt it. And whether we like it or not, we’re putting out our own energy, too.

If I’m being real, there were times in my life when I walked around spewing frustration, negativity, or fear—and then wondered why the same kept showing up in return. The truth? The energy I put out was the energy I got back. It wasn’t personal. It was physics.

What You Put Out, You Welcome In

I had to learn the hard way that if I didn’t want chaos, I couldn’t keep putting out anxious, defensive energy. If I didn’t want drama, I had to stop contributing to it. The way I spoke to myself, the way I reacted to others, the thoughts I repeated silently—all of it was casting energetic invitations out into the world.

And the guests always showed up.

It took time and effort to shift the energy I was putting out. But once I started leading with calm, openness, kindness—even when I didn’t fully feel it yet—everything around me began to change.

You Don’t Have to Be Perfect, Just Present

Let’s be clear: we all have hard days. You’re not expected to radiate sunshine 24/7. But awareness is key. Ask yourself:

  • Is this the kind of energy I would want to receive?
  • Would I want someone to speak to me the way I’m speaking to them?
  • Am I leading with intention or just reacting?

Your energy doesn’t have to be perfect—but it should be honest, compassionate, and intentional.

A New Kind of Invitation

Today, I try to think of my energy as a handwritten note I send out to the universe. What does it say? Is it welcoming, kind, curious? Or is it guarded, judgmental, defensive? Whatever I send, I know it’s going to bring something back to me.

So I try to send what I’d want to receive: peace, patience, gratitude, joy. And on the days I can’t muster those feelings genuinely? I pause. I breathe. I reflect. Because I’d rather send nothing at all than send something I’ll regret.

You’re always casting invitations. Make them count.

SLAY on.

SLAY Reflection

  1. What kind of energy are you putting into your relationships, conversations, or even your self-talk?
  2. Have you ever noticed the same energy you give off coming back to you?
  3. What would shift if you led with more kindness or curiosity?
  4. Are there moments in your day where you could pause before reacting?
  5. What kind of invitation do you want your energy to send today?

S-L-A-Y:

  • Slow down before you react.
  • Lead with intention, not impulse.
  • Ask yourself what energy you’re inviting.
  • You have the power to shift the energy in any room.

Call to Action: Join the Conversation
I’d love to hear from you.
What’s one shift you can make today in the energy you’re putting out into the world?
Share your story in the comments. Let’s cheer each other on.

And if you know someone who’s stuck in a negative loop, send this to them.
Sometimes, all we need is a nudge.

Manifest Your Life

I’ve been thinking a lot lately about what it really means to manifest the life you want. For me, right now, it means making my own opportunities, not waiting for things to magically align. It means looking for the voids in what’s already there and figuring out how my talents and gifts can best be utilized. It means seeking inspiration from what already exists, then adding my own spin. It’s not about sitting around and dreaming; it’s about rolling up my sleeves, doing the work, and creating the life I want.

Taking Action Over Dreaming

Manifestation isn’t about wishing or hoping that things will get better. It’s about becoming an active participant in your own journey. I used to think that if I visualized enough, or just stayed positive, the universe would magically deliver. But what I’ve learned is that the universe meets us where we are—and we need to meet it halfway.

Manifesting means being intentional about what we want, but it also means moving with courage toward those goals. It’s about spotting the gaps and opportunities in your life and stepping into them. It’s about creating solutions, not waiting for them.

So I ask myself:

  • What areas of my life feel stagnant?
  • Where do I feel a pull to create something new?
  • How can I take my unique skills and perspectives and bring them to the table?

The Power of Inspired Action

Inspiration is everywhere. Look at what already exists—the businesses, projects, stories—and ask yourself: What’s missing? What would make this better? How can I bring my unique perspective to this space?

For me, this journey has meant embracing the idea that I’m the architect of my life. I’ve stopped waiting for someone to hand me the blueprint. Instead, I’m sketching it myself. That doesn’t mean it’s easy, and it doesn’t mean the plan is always clear, but it does mean I’m taking action rather than waiting for permission.

The universe loves movement. When we act, even in small ways, we generate momentum. We show that we’re serious about the life we’re building. That’s when opportunities start to show up—sometimes in the most unexpected places.

Letting Go of Perfection

One thing that held me back for years was the belief that I had to have it all figured out before I could start. That I needed to know exactly what I was doing, where I was going, and how it was going to turn out. But life doesn’t work that way.

Perfectionism is the enemy of progress. When we wait for the perfect moment or perfect plan, we risk never starting at all. I’ve learned to embrace the idea of starting before I feel ready, of learning as I go, and of adjusting the course as needed.

It’s not about getting it right on the first try—it’s about having the courage to try at all.

Manifestation Through Community

Manifesting your life doesn’t mean doing it all alone. Some of the most beautiful things I’ve created have come from collaborating with others, from sharing ideas and getting feedback, from leaning on a supportive network.

When I’m feeling stuck, I reach out. I ask for input. I listen to stories of how others have overcome challenges. Community fuels creativity, and connection reminds us that we’re not alone in this journey.

If you’re feeling isolated, reach out. Connect with someone who inspires you. Share your ideas. Be open to where the conversation might lead.

Living It Today

Manifesting isn’t about some future version of your life. It’s about living with intention today. It’s about making the most of this moment, taking the next step, and trusting that each step will lead you closer to where you’re meant to be.

So today, I’m asking myself:

  • What small action can I take today that will move me forward?
  • How can I show up for myself in this moment?
  • What can I create today that will make me proud tomorrow?

I’m choosing to live my manifestation in real time—not as a wish, but as a practice.

SLAY OF THE DAY: Reflect & Rise

  • Are you waiting for permission to go after what you want?
  • What opportunities or gaps do you see around you?
  • How can your unique perspective and talents fill those spaces?
  • Are you stuck in perfectionism or fear? What’s one action you can take today?
  • Who can you reach out to for inspiration or support?
  • How can you live your manifestation today, not tomorrow?

Call to Action: Join the Conversation

I’d love to hear from you.
What’s one action you’re ready to take to manifest your life?
Share your story in the comments. Let’s inspire each other to take bold steps.

And if you know someone who’s ready to start manifesting their dreams, send this to them.
Sometimes, all we need is a spark to start creating our own magic.

SLAY on.

Release The Need To Judge Yourself Negatively

Why are we always so hard on ourselves?

We hold ourselves to impossible standards, judge our every move, and then wonder why we feel stuck, small, and not good enough.
We speak to ourselves in ways we’d never speak to someone else—calling ourselves idiots, failures, brain-dead, or worse.

And we may not even realize we’re doing it.
That inner dialogue becomes so automatic, so embedded in our thinking, that the jabs feel normal.
But they’re not.
And worse—they’re harmful.

Those words don’t just disappear.
They settle into our energy, into our nervous system, into the way we show up in the world.
And over time, they become the very thing that holds us back from becoming who we are meant to be.

The Judgments That Keep Us Stuck

Before I began my journey in recovery, I judged myself constantly.

Nothing I did was ever “good enough.”
Even when I succeeded, I’d discredit it—call it luck, minimize the achievement, or immediately nitpick what wasn’t perfect.

My expectations were so high, they were built to break me.
And they did. Over and over.

The voice in my head wasn’t just critical—it was cruel.
It kept me sick. It convinced me I’d never be enough. It told me to give up before I even tried.
And I believed it.
I lived inside that mental prison for years.

I’d get these little bursts of self-confidence, moments where I felt like maybe I could do something great.
But the voice always returned—louder, meaner, and more persuasive.
It was a cycle that drained me and kept me from healing.

The Turning Point: Choosing to Get Better

When I finally made the decision to seek help, one of the first things I had to face was my own thinking.

I had to get honest about the way I spoke to myself.
And what I discovered?
I had become my own worst bully.

If anyone else had said the things I said to myself, I never would have stood for it.
So why was I allowing it to happen in my own mind?

That realization changed everything.

I began to:

  • Forgive myself for the judgment
  • Unlearn the habit of self-abuse
  • Practice self-compassion, even when it felt unfamiliar
  • Focus on progress, not perfection

And slowly, something started to shift.
The voice got quieter.
The harsh words faded.
And I started to celebrate myself—for real.

Make Room for Grace

No one gets it right all the time.
We all make mistakes.
We all fall short sometimes.

But that doesn’t mean we’re failures.
It means we’re human.

Mistakes are how we grow.
They help us refine our goals, improve our preparation, and get clearer on what we really want.

And when you set realistic goals—ones that allow for learning, flexibility, and growth—you give yourself a chance to succeed.
Even the smallest win becomes a reason to celebrate.

You Are a Work in Progress (And That’s a Good Thing)

You are not the voice in your head that tells you you’re not enough.
You are not your mistakes.
You are not your worst day.

You are a work in progress—a beautiful, evolving human being.
And your job is not to be perfect.
Your job is to keep going.

So speak to yourself with kindness.
Encourage yourself like you would a best friend.
Celebrate every step, every shift, every bit of progress.

You’re doing better than you think.

SLAY Reflection: How Do You Speak to You?

  1. Do you judge yourself harshly?
    How does that show up in your thoughts or self-talk?
  2. What do you tell yourself when you make a mistake or fall short?
    Would you say the same to someone you love?
  3. How has your inner critic held you back?
    Where would you be if that voice got quieter?
  4. What daily habit could help you be kinder to yourself?
    Affirmations, journaling, gratitude?
  5. What can you do today to encourage and celebrate yourself?
    Start now—pick one thing you’re proud of and name it out loud.

Call to Action: Join the Conversation

I’d love to hear from you.
What’s one negative thing you’ve told yourself that you’re ready to replace with kindness?
Share your story in the comments. Let’s cheer each other on.

And if you know someone who’s struggling with self-judgment, send this to them.
Sometimes, all we need is a nudge.